WHEN THERE WAS ME & EUU~!!!

2006-12-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

It's funny when you find yourself. Looking from the outside.I'm standing here but all I wantIs to be over there.Why did I let myself believe.Miracles could happen.Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale.A dream when I'm not sleeping.A wish upon a star.Thats coming true.But everybody else could tell.That I confused my feelings with the truth.When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody.That I heard you singing. And when you smiled. You made me feel, Like I could sing along. But then you went and changed the words. Now my heart is empty. I'm only left with used-to-be'sOnce upon a song.
Now I know your not a fairytale. And dreams were meant for sleeping. And wishes on a star. Just don't come true. Cause now even I tell That I confused my feelings with the truth. Cause I liked the view. When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blindIt's like you were floatingWhile I was fallingAnd I didn't mind
Cause I liked the viewThought you felt it tooWhen there was me and you

2006-11-27T02:13:00.000+08:00

why must it be me, everytime climb so high then drop until so deep down. why must it be like that.. sigh

2006-11-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

jia lat la today... lolx i slept from friday night to sat night its like alomst 24hrs of sleep liao...

hey u make me worry that point of time u noe i really mean it. i not lying to u. i sms and call u but u never answer or reply. i was worried and i saw ur house no light de so i call up.. ur ah ma say that u never go back home yet and dun noe where u go.. then i was trying to contact u again and i heard ur voice. that really makes me feel much better. hahas sorri never pei u home.. i was in a rush to meet thomas..

tml yukai bday! gonna tickle him for 16sec! woohoo

2006-11-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

why izzit i can't be together with the person i love so much... can u tell me what is the prob with me that u dun love me... really very very sad everytime when this question gets into my mind... not ready and don't what.. is there much different? sometimes i really hate myself.. my friends they can be with the person they love... but me? no way.. to me u very important, the same goes to my brothers.. you two are as important.. can't afford to lose either 1 of u... i rmb that the firtst time i ask u that question.. u said i only know u fer about few days.. now u said u have no confidence on urself.. then can u put it on me? ur past relationship u have never last.. are u putting me into the same category as them without letting me to prove that i am different from them? sigh... thinking all of this really makes my heart hurts..

2006-11-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

EveryBody just dun noe how to treasure things that is infront of them... they tend to see things that is far and miss out things thats just beside them... by the time they notice it... it would be too late... dun make this kind of mistake cox it might make u regret.. maybe regret the rest of ur life..

2006-09-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

hmm... after hearing some of my friend say abt her.. i wonder should i say her abt that matter... if ask liao we might like "buay gum" lei.. but then i last time ask her before liao... she say no.. =S sigh.. trust her bahx.. argh!!! i guess tonight i will not be sleeping le bahx... in my head since the moment my friend tell me this... sucks! %$#%^&%^@%&*)!$!$@#^% man this is hard sia... ask or not... if ask will like i not trust her worz... CHAO CHI BYE!!!

2006-09-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

had a fun day... hahas but no bbq on my birthday... suay... hmm.. a friend ask me i still likle her anot... my answer to her was yes.. but in my heart i guess it was a no bahx... cox inside me still have her... i dun noe why i still can't forget about her... sigh.. but at least i can control for a moment not letting her know... ^^'' the present you gave me.. i think that it would be a word "trust" bahx. but i hope one that that present will become ur heart bahx... ^^" i told that friend i wish my birthday present was her... and now i never regret choosing my present!! so touching right? lols... but its trusth la.. stupid but who knows

2006-08-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

yeah help me make ok le look nicer... old me has gone.. now a new me... woohoo... looking forward for more happy mems for me..

2006-07-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

many things right now flashing through my mind, i dun noe why i suddenly felt so sad, wanting to cry.. but then at the end still tears dropped.. but not alot la.. hahas i dun noe why i also will cry... so big le still ry.. ta ma de.. hahas i crybaby mahx.. cry for nth.. so sian.. hais.. =(

2006-06-16T18:26:00.000+08:00

waseh... i everyday at home very sian... other then go skool kick soccer with frens and see fifa world cup all this. never go out le. at home online. people that i wish to talk never online for so long le. hais sian... nobody to talk to so sian. everyday go ride my bike around lor. so bo liao. so long never talk to that person le, dun noe how is that person. maybe it is good that this thing happen fast cox if it drags the hurt might be more painful then now... so gald it happen now, but i still dun wish it had happen wor... ahya.. awhile more ok liao la... i 24hrs cheerful de cannot like that sad sad de... ^^

2006-06-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

hmm... thinking of it for few days... so little time but yet so much to think of...

my friend told me to go home and think carefuly...
he asked me that i really love her anot?
ans: yup
then he say... if u really love her dun listen to other ppl say abt her.. he asked again...
Am i willing to give up everything because of her?
ans: - never answered him -
he then later tell me go home and think it though.. asking myself do i really love her? am i willing to give up everything just because of her? i told myself.. i am willing too even if i hab to use my life to protect her... yes i am willing to do it... but my friends say a number of bad things abt her... i trust those friends of mine but i trust HER more... so i really hope that she is not wat my friends said she is... i really hope she can prove them wrong... i really do hope...
all i am asking from u is a chance for me to be part in your life... just this chance for me...

2006-05-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

Come update blog le... hahas. today damn sad sia dun noe why maybe cox heard wat my friend said abt that thing. but i never heard those words out from her mouth so i will still take it my friend is crapping.. keep on listening to the "kiss goodbye" so sadd de song.. :'( today not a day for me :(

2006-02-19T11:13:00.000+08:00

forget abt the past few years....

look ahead for my future.... start from a new fresh side of a paper and a reason for me to wirte a story abt this two person... ^^

2006-02-11T05:22:00.000+08:00

I just found out that she buddy do until like that... never mind lor... heard that she got stead then those ppl hu noe dun tell me.... do until like that never mind lor... studies? never mind lar... My heart is not cold like ♥HERS♥.... stead liao i also cannot go do wat.... just can say that to wish you both to be happy together and forever lor... I say before le mahx... if you found a stead that make you happy i will be happy also... ya?

2005-12-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

Are u trying avoid me? why every time i talk to u in ur tag... u reply and talk to everyone but u kept lefting 1 of the tag... Thinking from the mintue u hang the phone... your right no feeling means no feeling wat... you treat me as a buddy along but i think too much thought that u will trying to give me chance... sad..? pain..? severs me right bahx...

2005-12-14T15:20:00.000+08:00

Why!!! must it be like this all the time... why must it be when a happy things going to occur on me must always be destroyed... and times and times... you noe how pain it is... i guess u dun... if u do u will not do this to me de.... ya i admit i never be there for you as wat i said but then i real life i cannot not 24hrs in the clock to be there for you.... you the everytime u like that... my heart really felt that pain... that pain if much painful then anything i every felt in my life.... u made me happy... then u suddenly made me sad.... just like making me climbing to a high building and suddenly push me from the roof... that pain... i guess you have felt before bahx... you always say you dun wan give me hope... but then the words, the action you do and say awlays tells me i still have a glimps of hope... EG: the things you told me in msn... and then today wat u say... other ppl will think i am an idiot let you play me... but then i trusted you and never doubt you be for lehx... but do you do the same...? haix... i am feeling so low and pain... i wonder when i can be with you and be happy forever... or am i fated to wait like this for you forever...?

2005-12-12T08:50:00.000+08:00

WooHooo in hong kong de hotel blogging sia me... cold here but fun at disneyland... bought things back for some of my frens.... and her... went to the mountian peak so beautiful the view was man...

i am really sorri for leaving you there and not being beside you to comfort you as wat i said to you everytime... i doing all this is becox ii wan to be with you... i dun mind all this ii can waste all the time i have till the very min i havee i will still be waiiting for you... i realli love you please give me a chance...

btw... i coming back today night i guess if i am no wrong... reach back singapore i tell you k... you must take care yourself... try to relax and try not to think too much too k? rest well and then try to work things out if can.... miss you here...

2005-11-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to amanda de charlet... quite fun... at there play cards... then see the movie "shultter" AT CHANGI SEE SOMEMORE... AND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AT 3 A.M!!! the show watch liao damn funny sia... when got ghost come out amanda an lorrian like turtle hide under the blanket.... find it funny.... then i go there later mahx.. so i missed alot of fun... heard that they go to O.C.H... nth much... then next day play pool and arcarde... Guess wat me use 1 token to play some kind of jackpot game and got $15 of token back... WAKAKAKA.... that day so lucky... then mum bought me a bike... You are right... i put too much sad and never put up happy things... er... after reading ur that tag i some how have a feeling and like somehow noe why u dun like me le bahx... (1 of the reason right? )

2005-10-19T16:01:00.000+08:00

Are we going to be "buddy" from tml on...? Izzit true that me and u can go till only "buddys"? Izzit going to end like this till the day i leave this world...? Izzit going to be the name between us be "buddys"....? I dun wish it to happen... what am i going to do if "F@+3" bring it to be me and you are going to be buddy forever... i dun noe how to live on if "F@+3" really did bring us to this... WHat am i going to do...

2005-09-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

Words to discribe today...!!

THAT IS

FUCKED UP.... SUCKS LIKE HELL!!!!!!!

2005-09-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... hey guys.... whatever you do please think of others de feelings... dun be an idiot keep on talk like very happy like that.... or u will regret.... trust me...

2005-08-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

learn this lesson..nv ignore ur loved one's msg..Message: Jane is a typical college girl who enjoyslife to thefullest.She loves her boyfriend so much and textshim every now and then.Mark is Jane's boyfriend who works in acall center in los angeles.He's always busy doing so many things.He only manage to reply to Jane's texts when hegot off from work.One time mark receive a message fromjane :"hi baby! how are you? i miss you! call myhousewhen u get home..take care! i love you!"mark ignored the message because healwaysreceive the same message whenever it istime for him to go home from work."baby, i miss you..did u eat yet?! take carewhenyou get home! ill be waiting for yourcall..i love you!""baby, where are you?! its unfair that you dontreply to my texts... well, im just gonnawait for your call..i love you!"Mark reaches home and lay on his bed.The last time he knew is that he's reading Jane'stext.He was so tired he fall asleep and wasn'table toreturn jane's call.He can still hear his phone beeps but he's too tiredto take a glimpse on the message.When he woke up the next day, heremembers thathe needs to call Jane.He ignored the messages and dialedJane's ..No one's answering in her house.He called up her cellphone and he wassurprisedthat her father answered the call.In his voice you can feel his tears and hear hisheart tearing apart."Mark, why havent you called?. Jane was waitingfor your call all night!""Dad im sorry. i fell asleep being so tired fromwork... i was calling ur house but no one wasanswering. where are you? so i can come over.""Just meet me at jane's house."Mark went to Jane's house and much tohis surprised he saw a lot of people inside.The house were so lighted but you cansee the gloom on every person you'll meet there.He was greeted by Jane's mom on tears.She hug him tight and cried on hisshoulders."Jane was waiting for you. She didntcome with usbecause she was waiting for your call.She was killed by robbers that broke in our house.Shes gone, Mark. She's gone.""thats impossible..she texted me..howcould this happen!"Mark can't look who's inside the coffin.He can't move and it feels like his wholebody is stuck on the chair hes seating on.He wanted to cry but it seems thatsomething is blocking his tears to fall down.He turned to his phone and read themessages of Jane."baby, im not coming with my mom anddad..imjust gonna wait for your call..""baby..im so scared... it seems like theressomeone downstairs..please call me now!""babe..someones here..they might killme..pleasecall me now, where are you? i need youhere...""baby.... i love you!..."He wanted to shout and cry so loud.It's true that Jane is waiting for his call.Up to her last breath she only thinks abouthim.He stared at Jane inside the coffin.Suddenly tears starts flowing down hischeeks.He can't say anything.The only words he uttered..."My baby, i'm so sorry! I could haveknown, icouldhave fought for you! i'm really sorry! Ilove yousomuch!"Now, post this right after u've read it.. onliif urealiluv sumone enuf to do so this

2005-08-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

in the past years... can say that you are the person i love the most... but yet you were the one hu made me go into the deepest of my heart... why can't i have a happy bed time story like other ppl have... my tution teacher said... "when u like a gal you must make her happy all sorts of rubbish they never do the opposite...(Rarely)" i dun belive wat he said but now... i start to think that he is some times in a way that it is true... this doesn't mean i gave up... Dose MAKING CLEAR that you dun like that person means NOT TALKING TO HIM AT ALL... TRY YOUR BEST YOU AVOID HIM....??!!! i never say that u are doing this but i just felt this way... ya u said i bluff you.. but i was joking... JOKING AR... yet you say you everything also want serious... in your life there will be no jokes for you...? everytime you force me to say something out... never think what if u were in my shoes... i also very diffcult to be u noe... everytime i tell u something... can say 1 of my friendship is gone... you noe your friends will angry when u tell their secret but what about mine... my friends WOW... will not angry de... but lucky i explain to them then they okok liao... i say you will not say out to others... but for 1 thing call u dun say out... the next MIN... "tink" someone sms me abt the problem i tell u... that 1 is really can say very funny can say sian by 1/2... you think i blog this to let you feel guilty ar... nopex.. your wrong... this is what i really want to say to you... but u never come to my blog then leave it as i never say before lohx...

good lucky for you piano test.... and btw... 7 more days to your b'day and just want to say happy b'day to you only... hope this blog did no offen or make u sad to you... if hab really sri...

2005-07-29T14:02:00.000+08:00

izzit true that the person u love the most would hurtz you the most...? izzit becox you have really feelings for her thats why you felt that pain...? imgine the person you love the most say althoughs painful words towards you.... letter by letter.... each word piercing through your heart...

everybody's life starts from a new chapter of a fairytale story... i felt something or someone was missing in my story but i just couldn't find what was the problem.... but then... untill the day i realise that the missing person was *HER.... i know my fairytale will not complete and not have a happy ending without her being the person that walks through all kinds of difficulties with you and cheering you up.... since that day... i am sure that the person was her....
****** *** **** **** you are the person... i never regrated loving you since then....

2005-07-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

Without you... my life is

BLANK.... COLD....

Only you can brighten up my day and give me warmth....

2005-07-09T03:30:00.000+08:00

why must u cut urself...! why...! that helps anything....? WHAT CAN IT DO TO YOU BUT TO BRING YOU MORE PAIN....! ANSWER ME...! WHY MUST U CUT URSELF...! WHY!!! WHY!!! u noe when i saw those mark..... on ur hands... :'( dun want to say walau.... really man.... sobx...

2005-07-08T12:32:00.002+08:00

today... A very bad and sad day fer me... dun want to say abt it...

i really wish you to know in my heart... 3% family, 2% frens 96% is YOU.... the total is 100% in my heart but the extra 1% is you also...

i really loves you so much... wish that i can shout to the whole world that i love you...

i am here for you all the time...

2005-07-08T12:32:00.001+08:00

2005-07-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

2005-07-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

today... hmm... same as normal... but see till them... felt little funny... today.... that mr lim ar... kee siao de...! call us hit the floor cox class not clean... at least warning ma... hahax... mad guy lei he... lolx... the say the japanise word the "pang-zai" and "yi-zhi-ban-yoni" the face very de funny sia... hahax... walau stomach very pain sia... OMFG....~! DO I HAVE THE GAL THING THAT COME ONCE A MONTH...~!?!? Lolx... Dun anyhow think la.... kkx... nth to say le.... STOMACH pain... STOMACH ARHX...! not other place pain ar... dun think 'Y' until u peng hor....

2005-06-18T03:00:00.000+08:00

not bad sia on thursday.... we play soccer match againist my cousin (villa palace) and won 3-4.... so damn happy...
1st goal was scored by sherman.. hahax... that one is the most tyco goal i ever seen in my life man... hahax... but need skill to lift the ball lar... >.<
me scored the 2nd and 4th... yeah... so very de happy.... 2nd goal use RIGHT LEG.... 4th goal by left.... both are VOLLIES....! hahax... omfg... am i that pro? lolx... jk....
kuan siong ar scored the 3rd one.... equalize the score and that goal was for wanyun... hahax... >.<
and never to forget our best defender sheng yang.... i dun know is he realy go block or just nice ar.... but his butt save alot of the ball and defended very well not bad bro...
G.J VALANDAM!!!

2005-06-05T06:40:00.000+08:00

Hm... now u must be in thailand le.... habing fun with your freak gang and jocelyn.... sure must be very happy bahx.... today morning can't go my mother dun allow me but i promise that the 8th i will come for sure.... but i dun know how to see you lei.... like extra like that... maybe i just go and not let u see me bahx....

2005-05-27T08:27:00.000+08:00

today got soccer match with 3N1.... AND WE WON.....!!!! YEAH....!!! 7-4 was the score..... damn tired sia.... hahax... hong fei keeper funny sia.... let 1 ball go in.... hahax.... unexpected will go in bahx...? lolx..... yawnx.... i score 1 GOAL...! so happy..... muhaha..... yawnx sleep liao.... ZZzzz....

2005-05-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

Today interclass soccer for lower sec... damn tired seh... go home then K.O already.... ZZzzz.... after reading angel de tag... he got a point... in order to keep this meaningful friendship... give it a try... but now adays i talk to her... she dun want to talk to me... dun noe wat happen... cox i talk to shuying and forget all about you izzit...? you are wrong i never let u out of mind for once... even right now.... didn't... and will not..... i treat you as buddy but u kept saying i dun want this buddy le.... i never talk back is becox i dun want to lose a very special buddy.... shuying that thing i dun know what happen until u explain.... and i didn't not say i want her and dun want u... she is only my sister.... YOU ARE MY BUDDY..... and in my dictonary there is no word or sentence that say "FORGET ABOUT BUDDY AND BE WITH OTHER PEOPLE..." and if i said anything wrong in this blog i am sorry.... i will treat you as a buddy of mine till the day you say you want to be my enemy....

2005-05-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

I really dun noe wat to say... dun noe wat to do say be or wat... i just cannot forget... I CAN'T....! rite now... i just wish i could be alone with no one around me.... just onli myself to be alone.... TOTALY.....! and shout all the things i have kept in my heart for so long time....SHOUT IT ALL HELL OUT OF MY HEART...!!! i dun noe what to do.... so empty....

2005-05-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

Why must u be so cruel.... why... i really dun understand... haix.... since you said this... i really have nothing to say... really nothing at all.... i am sorry to bother these few days or months.... made u so going to crazy.... i am sorry... will not bother you anymore....

2005-05-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

nth to blog today... every thing i go or gone throught seems to be blank.... WITHOUT YOU, I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT IS TRUE LOVE....

2005-05-07T11:21:00.000+08:00

You have changed so much since the day i know you.... changed to much that i cannot find the person i know.... what happened....? why you now adays stop talking to me.... why...? depression till change the whole person....? i guess not bahx... >.< I WILL TREASURE YOU TILL THE END OF TIME... I SWEAR.... I PROMISE.... I WILL BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME... AND I PROMISE....

2005-05-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

Since you wanted me to leave u alone so i just blog lo.... so hope that one day u will see what i wanted to say just now.... you said to leave you alone is it...? i can tell u that even i leave u alone... i am still thinking what to say or do to make u feel better... do u noe that...? every time i just want to make u feel better.... but i just scared that u will be more irritated by me and do not wish to talk to me... u noe i am really sacred of this.... ya i can say that i leave u alone but imagine u as me... and u think u will really leave u alone and not think abt wat are suffering rite now.... u noe that it is so hard so damn damn hard and sad to see u suffer alone and i standing there looking at you suffering alone.... i also sacred that when i blog this... you would have extra burden as i at there say this and that.... and think that i blog this is to purposly make your pity towards me.... and u will think that i already noe that u will think that i purposly make your pity towards me why still blog.... The Answer : Is i cannot keep it in my heart... it is too full.... to many things that i kept thinking of... going to explode and cannot really bear it anymore.... it is very painfull already.... if i dun say out.... no matter how happy i am.... i cannot climb over this sadness and over to the happness side.... i really hope that u will understand....

2005-05-05T09:30:00.000+08:00

todae teach choose the students to go fer thailand le... then teacher never choose her but jojo got go... so she so sad and burst to tears.... sigh.... y can't the teacher just let her go since go many ppl want to let her the place.... maybe.... but today see her so sad i also feel really very sad for her... understand her feelings... and maybe i do not bahx.....
i dun noe how to help her.... or "an wei" talk to her trying to make her feel better but she just keep turning away.... sobx... :'( felt so damn usless at that time... can't even help a buddy that is crying.... why can't the teachers let her go??? sigh... to tadae i think is going to be her beinging of a nightmare for her le bahx... she must be thinking how to spent the 4 days alone without jocelyn....
what can i do to help u as a buddy...? dun avoid me when u are sad i dun wish to see u like that also.... so please dun avoid me when u cry or so can...? please?
I will love and wait for you till the end of time.... never think of giving up on you ; even it cause my life.... Cause i love you....

2005-04-25T13:25:00.000+08:00

really dun noe wat to do when u feel sad... dun noe how to "an wei" her when she feel sad or pain... feel very usless... sitting there looking at her there suffer alone.... :( but seeing and hear her smile and laugh... i would smile and laugh too... just dun noe why... lolx... really.... feeling so happy too.... hahaz... i am mad i guess.... hope she will happy and dun thing too much till stress.... there is onli only 1 way to stop me from loving u... that is if there is no love exist in this world.... and if there really no love exist in this world i will still continue to love you forever.....

2005-04-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

Thursday sporst day liao.... so scared that i will hold the team down man.... so worried... lolx... but today very boring lei... but for her dun noe lei.... she today cry dun want tell mui wat happen... she gd mahx... dun tell me.... haix... asked her a question just now....
If u were a zoo keeper, u brought 5 animals through a dangerous jungle.... they are Tiger, elephant, dog, monkey and peacock... and she have to abadone 1 animal when she have to... what will she throw 1st... she said.... 1st Elephant 2nd peacock 3rd dog 4th monkey 5th tiger... i ask her why she will do these and she said elephant too big peacock no use dog is too small and money is playful but tiger can protect her... than i told her each animals have their own meaning.... Tiger = wealth, elephant = parents, dog = sisters and brothers, monkey = friendship and peacock = the person u lovethe most... so if i was the zoo keeper.... i would throw every thing out but for peacock... becox i would not throw her out as i know that she could not protect herself and i would do my best to protect it... Because my love to you i longer then my own life....!

2005-04-15T13:44:00.001+08:00

It is so hard... too diffcult to continue any longer.... but i am trying my best all i had to stay on.... do u guys know how hard to keep ur saddness inside u and take out ur cheerful side by force...? force to take out is b.cox i dun want her to know that i am sad and feel pity about me... when ever i see her... i tried to keep as much saddness as possible and i did it for the moment....
I TREASURE EVERY MOMENT I GOT TO SPENT WITH HER OR TALKING TO HER EVEN JUST A SECOND....
I will never get a happy endding or even the start of a endding.... sobx.... just no hope for me.... i am so damn usless....

2005-04-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

2005-04-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

WHAT SIN HAVE I COMMITED OR DONE..... THAT MADE HER DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME A LITTLE BIT LONGER....!!!!! Sobx....

2005-03-25T12:40:00.000+08:00

So be it then....

i will just wait here....

no matter how long it takes....

no matther how hard it takes....

i will be here when ever u need me....

Because without you is like meanless....

This would be the end of my story... nothing le...

Hope u enjoy my story within these few days.... bye...

2005-03-23T15:05:00.000+08:00

izzit easy to forget someone u like or love???

if it is easy.... is that call a true love ???

confuse but still will never give up....

who noes at the end of the show....

a happy ending, sad or tragic....

who noes... but for me....

will never get the....

chance to have....

a happy ending...

2005-03-23T10:43:00.000+08:00

Nothing to rite today.... really nothing.... had a very sad a damn sad nightmare.... Too sad to rite any longer....

2005-03-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

Everyday i practise hard hopeing to get it right every time i practise

Did not wan to give up no matter wat...

Btw, thx for helping me to make this beautiful blog...

Omg... she is sick...how...? wonder does she still go to school tomorrow....

2005-03-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

Nothing...

Nobody....

Would know whats the feeling of i am going through now...

Just want to help you is wat i wanted to do for you ...

2005-03-18T06:21:00.000+08:00

Nothing to write in life right now....

Just boring, silence, darkness Everywhere....

Everyday is so boring...

Bye... blog again next time.....

2005-03-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

Nothing more to write from today onwards....

Since the time....

Which i will not forget in my whole life....

Untill the day comes by.......

2005-03-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

Today is my happiest day i ever had....

Nothing can ever compared to this happiness......

2005-03-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

haiyo.... sian man... today starting of school then give that lim pump.... kao... dun noe who talk then lim say whole role of boys see him... then stay back after school.... sian... haix... today at school dun noe y beri de boring not fun de.....

li tong ar.... haix.... i did nothing worng wat.... y u give me that attuide and that angry face.... very damn wat lor.... argh.... dun want to say till so bad.... so i say wat lor.... haix... ssiiaaoo..... :p

nothing to say le... bye bye lor... hahax... tomorrow blog lor...

~*^0^*~ <-- GalGal
*^0^* <-- BoiBoi

2005-03-07T11:13:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyoz... so damn boring man... from morning till now i at home sia... nothing to do.... then use com only... sian... wakao... our sch lost to r.g.s stupid sia... last few mins leading then later the fuking ref. foul here and there then rgs got lots of chance to score... argh... then lose by 4 or wat forget liao.... sigh... really nothing to do at home sia... i go read runescape the whole thing even the starter guild lines... then go friendster 1 by 1 see other ppl the pics.... haix...

Newcastle won liverpool man... sweet...! but win 1-0 haix.... i bet 2-1 then sian.... cannot win money.... but never mind.... $5 spent only hehex.... sigh... so happy too.... Thiery Henry got a Hat-Trick against portsmouth.... 3-0... happy like shit too.... yeah....! tomorrow school liao... dun noe y i feel that school is better then holidays... cox holiday nothing to do bahx.....

I hope that mui house got S.C.V man.... then can see soccer match... then dun need to go down and see at the lounge room.... haix... nothing to rite le lei... bye bye... i tomorrow will be back... >.< ~^*0*^~

2005-03-06T12:37:00.000+08:00

today will be a new fresh blog le... no more sorrows and other stuff... ^^ today go out wif frens then come to mui house to play lor... i bet newcastle vs liverpool.... 2-1... haha... hope the really is that score then can win 50+ liao.... hehe... sometimes when u start something.... u can never stop it..... really.... if u wan also can't... keep thinking.... sigh....

heard that the 2 person who like amanda is on the road of giving up.... sigh... y they so fast gave up le.... this kind of ppl haix... lolx... jkjk.... no rite to talk bad abt them..... haix... one of them is i made him gave up de... felt so very guilty.... cox whenever he dun want to tell me things i will threaten him by say to amanda his SECRET...! HAHAX.... although is fun but i felt guilty for making this... sigh....

At home so damn boring.... maybe that i have the fate to meet her but not to be with her bahx..... nothing mroe to say le... bye bye....